New Year, Same Me!

Its been a week since new years eve and I've been away with my family on holiday in Northumberland. Ive had the most amazing week re-grouping and getting ready for 2019.
In the past I've always put loads of weight on a new year to give me a new start. I've always started off the new year determined to be better or do better in some way. This year I realised how much pressure i have previously put on myself. Making plans to change implies your not happy with who you are currently and in the past this has been true

This year, maybe for the first time ever, its not the case. After all the trials of 2018 and coming out the end of it a new mummy to our amazing baby boy Oscar I feel like I've learned so much about myself and I really like the person I'm becoming.

This year I made no new resolutions to change or better myself, I just vowed to keep working on the progress I made in 2018.

Its going to be a year of firsts when it comes to Oscar but it also marks the start of treatment. Tomorrow I have a CT scan and my first round of chemo starts later this month. As scary as this feels I am so ready to finally get started with treatment and hopefully kick this cancer into touch for a very long time to come.

I hope everyone's new year started positively and everyone's making it through the first Monday of 2019 relatively unscathed! I have a very busy day ahead and a short window of time to make a start whilst the baby is asleep!

Thanks for reading

Katie xxx